another busy weekend

Today I went on my first bike ride around the island (sorry mom...). The road was pretty bumpy and I felt like I was bouncing around like a pinball, but I didn't really mind. It gave me a chance to be alone with my thoughts. Yesterday when I was reading my Bible, I came across a passage in Psalms. It said, "For He will deliver the needy who cry out, the afflicted who have no one to help. He will take pity on the weak and the needy and save the needy from death. He will rescue them from oppression and violence, for precious is their blood in his sight."(Psalms 72:12-14). The part that struck me the most was the very end "...for precious is their blood in his sight." As a society, how often do we look at the needy and regard them as precious. Instead, it seems that the needy are pushed aside and forgotten. Instead of addressing the problem, our society tends to turn its head and look the other way. But God sees their value--He understands their importance. In His eyes they are viewed as precious. In a world consumed by greed, it's critical to stop and address those who are suffering, instead of pretending they don't exist.

This morning in Sunday school, the lesson was on fasting. The leader of the group made a comment about how blessed they were that they had food to eat. She went on to talk about those who are suffering to such an extreme that they aren't sure where their next meal will come from. This idea is still one that's hard for me to handle. Even though I'm in a place where the people don't have much, they are still able to cook meals on a daily basis and most of the time aren't wondering how they will survive from one day to the next. I can't begin to imagine what it would be like to live in such poverty that made it nearly impossible to survive. I'm sure that as I continue on this journey and encounter different towns throughout Honduras that I will come face to face with this reality. Being in a place like this constantly reminds me of how blessed I am and how much God has given me.

This past weekend I was able to spend a lot of time with the people from this community. I attended Bible study in someones home and helped out with kids club on Thursday afternoon. On Friday, I spent the day observing different classrooms in the school across the street from my house. School here is much different than school in the States. There are no shiny, new workbooks and laminated name tags on individual desks. Instead, the kids pile into a semi-chaotic, non-air conditioned room and copy their lessons into beat up notebooks. Some of the teachers shout at the kids to get their attention, which works about half of the time. Friday night was youth group for the church. Right before it was about to start, the power went out in town. This happens quite a bit, since there is a limited amount of power on the island. So, instead of cancelling service, we had a bonfire outside the youth center. There was a time of music and a few people gave their testimony. Afterwards we all played games around the fire. Half the time I had no idea what was going on, but I would catch on after a while. Even though it was difficult to understand at times, it was still a lot of fun and it gave me a chance to connect with the youth on a different level. Yesterday was another busy day spent driving around the island to run different errands. The power went out again, so Sarah and I had to make our dinner in the dark. Living here is definitely different, but I'm really enjoying the experience. I'm supposed to sing tonight at church, so let's hope the power stays on!

one week

As I sit in the porch hammock surrounded by bright blue skies and vividly green trees I am still amazed at the beauty that constantly surrounds me. I have been in Honduras for one week now, and it has been quite an adventure. Although I started off feeling slightly out of place, I'm beginning to adapt to the culture and lifestyle here. I'm getting to know more people and have discovered the sense of community that exists on this island. People here make the time for relationships. It's amazing really. It's impossible to walk down the street without running into an acquaintance and having a conversation. It's never the quick, "hi, how are you?" we're accustomed to in the U.S., but it's more of a personal encounter with each person you might come across. It has really taught me about the value of relationships and has put things into perspective. In the States we're always so 'go, go, go' that often we don't make the time for things in life that are truly important, such as deep relationships with people.
This week has also helped me to adjust more to my surroundings. On Tuesday, my roommate Sarah and I moved into the house upstairs, so we spent most of the morning getting our stuff organized. We both got our cell phones that day and went into town to purchase phone minutes. On our walk to and from town we met several interesting people from the church and were able to learn a little bit about each one. It's nice to feel like I know more people on the island and they in turn know who I am. On Tuesday night Sarah, Laurie (our missionary host in Roatan) and I went to the church prayer meeting. It was a small crowd, but we all took the time to pray for the needs in the community and for specific needs in the congregation. I even had the chance to pray for one of the members of the church who was sick. Even though I prayed in English, I was able to understand most of what was being said in Spanish during the service.
Wednesday Sarah and I decided to explore the island and take advantage of our beautiful surroundings. On our way, we met up with some kids who were leaving from the school across the street from our house. We introduced ourselves and walked the kids to their homes. It was awesome to get to know the kids and to invest some of our time into our lives. They really seemed to enjoy hanging out with "grigas". After we finished walking the kids home, we ran into another group of smaller kids who were playing on wooden walkway that extended into the water and led to a wooden structure. After a little hesitation, I decided to walk the plank and hang out with the kids. They were all so energetic and excited to spend time with us. They all started shouting out their names and the names of their parents and siblings and how old they all were. It was absolute insanity but I loved every minute. It was strange to me that there were so many kids playing unsupervised in a place that was somewhat dangerous. There was even a two year old there, sitting on the edge of the wooden structure, right beside the water. When I asked who was watching him, another little boy spoke up and said they were cousins. That boy was five. I couldn't believe that a five year old would be put in charge of someone, let alone a two year old. However, it seems that the older kids here really do look out for the younger kids, and they usually take pretty good care of one another.

After returning from the walk, I went to a ladies meeting to discuss upcoming events in the church. Later that night I went to music practice because the music leader asked me if I would sing a special for Sunday service. I came prepared to sing one song, and after I finished they wanted me to sing another. I wasn't really prepared for that, but I randomly picked a song from my playlist and even though I forgot some of the words, they really seemed to enjoy the song:) I am really excited about the opportunity to share different songs with the people of the church and am hoping that I will be able to continue to do this as I travel to different places around the country.

If only every Monday could be like this

This past weekend was filled with water taxi rides, Honduran food on the beach and church meetings with the Garifuna people of Punta Gorda. Saturday night I was able to spend time with the kids of the church during a marriage seminar for the adults. Bob and Kathy Owen from La Esperanza were the guest speakers and they led several seminar sessions for the congregation. The kids here are beautiful--I love spending time with them. We were able to draw together and play simple games. I also read them a book in Spanish, and they didn't hesitate to correct me when I couldn't pronounce certain words. It's a little humbling to be corrected by seven year olds.

Worship service takes place here on Sunday night and the church was packed. We sang a couple of songs, one in Garifuna, the native language of the Garifuna people. The atmosphere during service was hectic with children crying and crawling around on the floor. Although I would have enjoyed watching them, there were too many there to handle.

After a rather busy weekend, we decided to have a play day at the beach today. We drove to the West end of the island and I was able to see the port where my cruise ship came in last November. It was a strange feeling to be passing by the place where I first felt called to come here. The beach we went to was gorgeous with white sand and crystal clear water. We went snorkeling right off the shore and were able to see brightly colored tropical fish everywhere we looked. We were even lucky enough to see a few sea turtles. The experience was incredible and reminded me once again of God's creativity. Only someone as omnipotent at Him could create a place with so much beauty. He truly is amazing.

the adventure lies in the unknown

This morning I woke up and heard children chattering in Spanish outside my window. The sound of it was enough to make me realize that I was finally here in Honduras. After a long day of travel yesterday, it was definitely an amazing feeling. After a four hour plane ride, three hour car ride and a rocky boat ride that almost made me lose my lunch, I was thankful to be safe on the island of Roatan. As I began my day this morning, I realized that although I am finally here, I am still uncertain about what will unfold during my travels. I know that God called me to this place for a reason, and today I began to work through what that purpose entails. I realized that the true adventure in this journey lies in the unknown. I'm the type of person who loves to plan out the steps I will take in perfect detail. However, I believe that God is going to change that on this trip. All I know is that I am thankful to finally be here and I am greatly anticipating all that God has to show me during this time.

As I was reading this morning, I came across a passage from Isaiah 44:2 that said, "This is what the Lord says--he who made you, who formed you in the womb, and who will help you: Do not be afraid, O Jacob, my servant, Jeshurun, whom I have chosen." This verse came as a great comfort to me that my God who knows me and who has called me will help me. I believe that although God sends us challenges in life He always provides a way for us to persevere through those challenges, and as he said in this verse, he will help us through. I am certain that I will face numerous challenges on this journey as I'm sure you are also facing challenges back home. Be encouraged that God will help you through those challenges, as I know he will also help me.

On another note...I learned my first lesson today. NEVER leave an open bar of chocolate out in the open. As I discoverd, the ants will find it, even if it is wrapped up inside one of your bags. My missionary host told me to throw it in the freezer--ants and all--and to eat it later. About an hour later, I opened the freezer pulled out the chocolate bar covered in frozen ants and decided it was still edible. Those ants were not about to make me waste my precious chocolate:)

this journey called life

As a young girl, I had my life perfectly mapped out. The picture I painted in my mind was beautiful and perfect in my own sight. God however, had different plans. I didn’t begin to realize those plans until the summer before my sophomore year of college. That summer I traveled to Spain on my first mission trip. As an 18-year-old far from the familiar surroundings of home, I eagerly drank in the culture around me. During that trip, God began to stir something within my heart and I knew that my missions experience was only just beginning. A little over a year later, I went on a trip to Mexico where I was able to give of myself through acts of service to the people of Saltillo. Once again, the desire for travel and missions was ignited and I couldn’t wait for the next opportunity to serve.

Then last summer happened. I was feeling discouraged and kept wondering what my purpose was for the summer. I knew I wanted to do something meaningful, but I wasn’t sure what that looked like. Then one Sunday morning my pastor announced that there were two sudden openings for a trip to El Salvador. I jumped at the chance. Less than a month later I was on an airplane, heading to a place that would forever leave an imprint on my heart. While we were in El Salvador, our group went to different towns and set up free medical clinics for the people. I was one of the translators, and would communicate between the patients and doctor.

The images of brokenness and poverty that I saw on that trip shattered my heart. One woman who came through my line was experiencing complications after a hysterectomy along with other medical issues. In a broken down bathroom behind our clinic, she began to pour out her heart to me about the stress and heartache she was battling in her life. In that overwhelming moment, I reached out and embraced her and told her in simple, broken Spanish that Jesus loved her and that he would help her. I didn’t have deep words of wisdom to pour into her life, but I tried to show her that I cared for her through the universal language of love.

There were countless others who were dealing with problems much deeper than physical ailments. Every patient who we saw represented an untold story of trial and heartache. That knowledge was physically and mentally exhausting. At the same time however, I have never felt more joyous than I did during that trip. While I was there, I knew in my heart that I was exactly where God wanted me to be. God began to take the fire for missions that was already ignited in my heart and turned into a blazing passion. I knew that I couldn’t walk away from that experience and let it be my last on the mission field.

As I finished out my senior year of college as a Journalism student at Anderson University, I kept coming back to that trip—to those experiences. It was during a family cruise this past November that God unfolded the next part of his plan for my life. I was standing on the balcony of our ship, mesmerized by the majestic island of Roatan, Honduras and something began to happen within me. My heart began to pound and I knew with an unexplainable certainty that one day I would return to this place—not as a tourist on a cruise ship—but as a servant. I wasn’t sure how or when this would happen, but I knew in that moment, something inside of me changed as my heart began to beat for the people of Honduras.

It was later that I discovered an opportunity to serve in Honduras as a Volunteer in Action through an organization called World Gospel Mission. I was accepted into the program and will be spending three months in Honduras serving as a writing intern as well as helping with the different ministries throughout the country. As I begin this journey in a few short days, I am certain that God is going to mold me and change me. I don’t know what lies ahead, but if I’ve learned anything through my experiences, I know that in God’s perfect timing He will show me the next step. Although my life isn’t turning out as I imagined it would as a young girl, I can’t say that I’m at all disappointed. The picture I had painted in my mind pales in comparison to the one God has masterfully crafted for my life.